okay.. i shall say something abt this whole week... it has been a "emotional hectic week" with super duper lots of problems.. with misunderstanding perhaps ??

anyway... i've done sth what i always wanted to do but dont dare to...even though i knew that the ending would b disastrous... and I did it.. it really happened !! with disastrous ending !!

i muz say i changed a lot ever since i joined this company...

no longer keep things within me
no longer think that things are possible
no longer think that problem will fade off as time goes by

if u neva speak up, the problem will forever b there..

i know i always laugh, at the end of our conversion.. i know that is bad... but.. if not i think i will cry...

its getting real too much... too much...

n.. i finally broke down... luckily i stopped myself n go toilet... if not... i hate to cry in front of others... n i don want to..

too think that i thought i can tahan as i always did...

dont ask me y i don look happy when u see me next time.. please dont ask...

but then.... I REALLY NEED TO GO SOMEWHERE TO DESTRESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can someone make me happy ?? can that someone come quickly ?????????